Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Mumba Aai

June 2009 I left Bombay for London. In that moment I did not know if I would ever return to this city. But I left with a heavy heart!

Three years hence, I am posting this from Bombay (with all due respect for Mumba Aai, the city will never turn into Mumbai for me)!

Friends warned me, "Bombay has changed in the past three years, you may not like it anymore!" But I was willing to take my chances, for I was not coming to an unknown land. 

Reunion time! Another friend commented, "You had never left."

Should I feel the same silent rush sitting at Marine Drive? Should I still crave that Pot Rice at Cafe Leopold and Tiramisu at Ambrosia? Does the biryani still taste as yum at Bade Miyan? Do the local trains still generate the joke that a man was late for office because that morning he caught the 8.53 local instead of the one at 8.50?

Although born and brought up in Delhi, I call Bombay my home. Possibly because when I first came here back in 2006 and stepped out of the Mumbai Central Station, a sight that would have intimidated a stranger, made me feel as if I had touched shore. 

The day stands out clear in my memory. The skies had decided to tell me that Bombay is (in)famous for its rain not without reason. A water-logged city where every one was running to find a shelter. Dripping wet people under the illusion that they could remain a little dry! Not a single place to set foot as if all population was out on the road. And amidst this chaos, I stood with a smile because I felt that Mumba Aai would take care of them and, from that day on, me too.

2012: driving from Chatrapati Shivaji Airport to my friend's place and nothing had changed.

People ask me why I love the city. Maybe because of everything that Bombay is and maybe because of everything that Bombay isn't. But, above all, because every time I come here I know that Aai is watching out for me.

I may fly away again but I will never leave!

Sunday, 15 April 2012

Losing And Finding Strength!

Strength lies inside your soul!
And yet there are catalysts who reveal that enigma.
Your biggest strength turns into your greatest weakness,
and you find solace in an unknown land.
When it gets difficult to recognize that ever-familiar face,
an unknown voice whispers words of truth.
When the world around you crumples and your shadow hides its face,
a stranger's arms puts you back in place.

Do you really stand in an unknown land;
hear an unknown voice;
find relief in a stranger's arms?
Or has your soul known this land, since times before you were born!
Like a phoenix you rise from your ashed,
For he did not let your fire go out!
You walked this path in a trance,
When senses returned, you realized you were home!

Saturday, 21 January 2012

City of Dreams

A city that is as flexible as clay; yet as strong as diamond. At times it becomes difficult to straight-jacket the city; the feeling is as surreal as a mirage. And yet that delectable, desirable but distant thing! A city in trance that does not discriminate. Over-crowded, in fact, brimming and yet everyone finds a place - almost like that full glass, which always has place for a last drop but never overflows.